crusthatecean: (when i hear my name wanna disappear)
Karkat Vantas ([personal profile] crusthatecean) wrote2011-09-08 09:11 am

♋ PCG 11

[Action; 1338 Benny Road]

[After his conversation/ambiguous break up with Terezi, Karkat heads back to his own hive. He slams the door to his respite block, locks it, and doesn't come out or let anyone in until his lusus comes up to check on him and makes him move the dresser away from his door.

After that, if you want to come in and find him, he's sitting on his bed eating ice cream and watching troll Hitch on his husktop with Crabdad.]


[Phone]

What do you do if you need to switch hives? Is there a form to fill out or something?

[identity profile] crusthatecean.livejournal.com 2011-09-09 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
...

It wasn't your fault. I'm a shithead for even bringing this up. Just forget it.

[identity profile] miraculls.livejournal.com 2011-09-09 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
[and now he looks really confused, because he really can't think of any way he'd be the one to break off their friendship, no matter what Karkat did]

Yeah, no point in worrying about the future back home as long as we're on this miracle planet. Guess I'll just have to wait and see what all this changing business is about. [hmm, that sounded vaguely familiar, had he said that before? oh well, it probably doesn't matter.]

[identity profile] crusthatecean.livejournal.com 2011-09-09 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
Hnn.

[It's...really hard to feel angry at Gamzee when he's just reminded himself about how bad everything gets. But that doesn't help how awful he feels. It just makes him wonder what's wrong with him that he has such pathetic priorities.]

I know you didn't mean anything by it. But that's sort of part of the problem for me and I don't really know what to do about it.

[identity profile] miraculls.livejournal.com 2011-09-09 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
[bites his lips even more

wow, it's a really good thing he's not a troll right now, otherwise they'd be a bloody mess]


I don't really know what to be telling you, but there ain't nothing wrong with being upset about it. You can be getting all your harsh on at me if you wanna, I made a real awful salty mistake and I feel like the lowest kind of motherfuckin' grub for doing it. It's my motherfuckin' fault for all up and forgetting she was your redrom.

[identity profile] crusthatecean.livejournal.com 2011-09-09 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
Do I ever wait for your permission to flip the containment unit topper?

An awful mistake is what you see whenever you look in the mirror. This is just a really stupid, frustrating situation that practically doesn't even involve you aside from your apparent inability to keep your ignorance slabs to yourself.

Except that there are some other things in play here that I'd rather not talk about, and they are adding up to this present scenario we have found ourselves in where I have no real desire to get up in your unbelievably stupid clown face about this but I think it might be a good idea if I fuck off for a while.

[identity profile] miraculls.livejournal.com 2011-09-09 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
[don't cry don't fucking cry

okay no it actually would take a lot more than this to make Gamzee cry, but he does look pretty depressed about it no best friend don't go]


Sure, if that's what you gotta do to be feeling better...you're coming back though, right?

[identity profile] crusthatecean.livejournal.com 2011-09-09 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
[O...oh

He feels pretty guilty about that, but that's exactly the problem here. It's not fair of him to be upset based on a relationship they don't actually have, and trying to force this to work is just unhealthy.]


I haven't even decided where I'm going, don't ask for my plans. I'm not even actually allowed to leave for long.

[identity profile] miraculls.livejournal.com 2011-09-09 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
[Gamzee doesn't know it, but the look on his face right now is pretty damn similar to his expression whenever his lusus leaves, a mixture of forced cheerfulness, resignation, and something a little lost.]

Yeah, all right. If I can be doing anything to help, just say the motherfuckin' word and I"m there.
Edited 2011-09-09 04:30 (UTC)

[identity profile] crusthatecean.livejournal.com 2011-09-09 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
Sure, whatever. You'll be fucking busy doing whatever the fuck you do with Harley. I don't even want to imagine what a shithole this place will be.

[identity profile] miraculls.livejournal.com 2011-09-09 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
Aww, hivesis ain't bad at all about messing shit up. It'll be fine, everything'll all stay the same.

[identity profile] crusthatecean.livejournal.com 2011-09-09 12:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, you won't even know I'm gone.
Edited 2011-09-09 19:50 (UTC)

[identity profile] miraculls.livejournal.com 2011-09-09 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, I will. [says this a bit blankly, because of course he'll notice, why would anyone say otherwise...]

[identity profile] crusthatecean.livejournal.com 2011-09-09 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a figure of speech.

[But that wasn't really how he meant it, since he knows how well they get along. He doesn't want to stay here and be upset every time he has to deal with Gamzee, but he also doesn't want to leave and let the two of them get so close they don't need him anymore.]