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crusthatecean) wrote2011-12-17 12:17 am
crusthatecean) wrote2011-12-17 12:17 am
♋ PCG 20
[Action, 1338 Benny Road]
[Karkat wakes up unable to shake the memory of his dream. He has nightmares regularly, a combination of sleeping without a recuperacoon and everything he's been through since he began playing Sgrub. But something about this one felt more real and vivid and awful, and he remembers it more clearly.
But he wakes ordinarily, only to watch the news and hear his own name, among others, listed. He remembers. She told him she would erase his existence, and he said yes. That memory combined with the news spooks him; Mayfield is clearly doing something, and he doesn't know what to think. So when the television shuts off, he'll go looking for his housemates to try to calm his nerves.]
[Phone, later]
All right, this is Karkat. No, guess what, this is actually Karkat. I'm here. You can choose to believe me or not.
Is anyone else who supposedly disappeared still here? Let's discuss this latest Mayfield fuckstorm like the rational conversationalists I know we all aren't.
[Filtered to Feferi, Tavros, Eridan, and Sollux]
And I especially need to talk to all of you. Now. Don't give me any shit about whether or not I'm the real Karkat. If you are here, answer me now.
I can't believe a single one of you complete drooling panrotted fucking assholes.
[Filtered to Signless.]
You.
((OOC: Karkat has been erased, so he will seem like a fakey fake doppleganger!))
[Karkat wakes up unable to shake the memory of his dream. He has nightmares regularly, a combination of sleeping without a recuperacoon and everything he's been through since he began playing Sgrub. But something about this one felt more real and vivid and awful, and he remembers it more clearly.
But he wakes ordinarily, only to watch the news and hear his own name, among others, listed. He remembers. She told him she would erase his existence, and he said yes. That memory combined with the news spooks him; Mayfield is clearly doing something, and he doesn't know what to think. So when the television shuts off, he'll go looking for his housemates to try to calm his nerves.]
[Phone, later]
All right, this is Karkat. No, guess what, this is actually Karkat. I'm here. You can choose to believe me or not.
Is anyone else who supposedly disappeared still here? Let's discuss this latest Mayfield fuckstorm like the rational conversationalists I know we all aren't.
[Filtered to Feferi, Tavros, Eridan, and Sollux]
And I especially need to talk to all of you. Now. Don't give me any shit about whether or not I'm the real Karkat. If you are here, answer me now.
I can't believe a single one of you complete drooling panrotted fucking assholes.
[Filtered to Signless.]
You.
((OOC: Karkat has been erased, so he will seem like a fakey fake doppleganger!))
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He sounds like Karkat and he's saying all the things she knows Karkat would say and in the way he would word them, but this isn't him.]
Don't ask me to trust you! [She flares up, and for once her anger has no mirth in it. This is one of the very few times Terezi can find zero reason to twist her anger and use it as a weapon.]
Fuck you! As if I'm going to trust a fake! How dare they? They think this is going to make anything better? That if it just sounds like you, we're supposed to be okay with that?
[It's not okay. It'll never be okay.]
You're nothing.
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But she really hates him right now. He knows it isn't really about him but about what Mayfield is forcing her to hear, but it still hurts. He's not going to change her mind by pleading with her, and trying to is only making her feel worse. He's still determined to fix this, but he has to abandon the whole 'no it's really me' angle for now, because he's done enough to her today.]
No, not really. This all sucks, and as I said, this is fully my fuck up.
I'm sorry.
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[The anger and hurt is pouring out of her like it's coming from a faucet and she can't shut it off. All of the awful things she's gone through lately feel like they've culminated in this. Karkat is gone, and now there's this mockery, this thing in his place.]
I don't even want to hear it. Leave me alone.
[A pause.]
And stay away from the others, too. Nobody wants you as their leader.
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But sure, I will stay away.
1/2
[Terezi suddenly trails off.]
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Who am I talking to?
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You're still talking to fake worthless asshole Karkat.
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[she sounds lost.] Who... who is that?
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[He wonders first if she isn't doing this to shake him somehow, or to lash out at him. But that makes no sense, she doesn't even think he's real, and he promised to leave her alone.]
Come on, you remember who Karkat is. I accept defeat, I am not him. He is welcome to himself. But you know who he is.
1/2
Who am I talking to?
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[suddenly she's mumbling in an unfocused way, as if stirring from a dream, and she continues on as if the last few seconds hadn't happened at all.] Oh... right.
Anyway, leave us alone. You're not the real him.
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He thought it was hard trapped here with friends who hate him, but he doesn't know what he'll do if they just forget him altogether.]
I'll leave you alone.
Bye, Terezi.
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[for once, there is no hesitation nor regret in slamming the phone down.
it's satisfying.]