[exsilium] IC CONTACT

[crusthatecean]

APPARENTLY I DON'T HAVE TIME TO DEAL WITH YOU RIGHT NOW,
BUT THAT ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU, IS IT?
YOU WON'T BE SATISFIED UNTIL YOU'VE MONOPOLIZED EVERY MICROSECOND OF MY LIFE WITH YOUR ASININE COMMENTS AND PETTY AWFUL PERSONAL PROBLEMS.
WELL, FINE.
PLEASE PROCEED IN AN EFFICIENT MANNER TO EXPECTORATE YOUR PROBLEMS ALL OVER MY WAITING ENGORGED PATIENCE NODES.
WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?

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[speakveryclearly]

You Know I Didnt Mean It Like That
I Know You Were Friends
Im Not Saying You Did Anything Wrong
I Think
What Happened Changed Him
And Everyone
And
This Is Why Ive Been So Adamant About Ignoring It Even Though I Know The Extreme Ingenuousness Of That Course Of Action
Because
Even If It Is True That Nobody Is The Same Anymore And Many Of Us Are In Fact Deep Down Terrible Immoral People At Our Core
If We Go Around Acting That Way
Turning Our Backs On Former Friends Who Have Proven Themselves To Be Such No Longer
Then How Could The Opposite Ever Come To Be

Maybe Youre Right And I Should Just Give Up On Drawing Any Of These Excessively Optimistic Distinctions

[crusthatecean]

DIDN'T I SAY I HOPE YOU CAN HELP HIM.

I GET YOU, OKAY?

EVERYTHING IS SO COMPLICATED AND JUST THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE MY CHEST IS GOING TO EXPLODE. FROM ANGER OR SOMETHING.

I DON'T KNOW IF HE'S GOING TO FORGIVE YOU, BUT HE SHOULD. HE SHOULD IF EVERYONE IS FORGIVING HIM. EVERYONE BUT ME, I GUESS, SINCE I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO REALLY CARES.

GOD, I JUST. I WOULD LOVE TO BE PROVEN WRONG ABOUT HIM. I REALLY WISH I ACTUALLY COULD FORGIVE HIM, AND SHIT COULD BE NORMAL, AND I COULD GO BACK TO MAKING SARCASTIC INSULTING COMMENTS ABOUT HOW MUCH I HATE EVERYONE THAT NO ONE TAKES SERIOUSLY BECAUSE IT'S ALL A BUNCH OF CRAP AND YOU ALL KNOW YOU'RE MY FRIENDS AND THE ONLY ONES I'VE EVER GIVEN A SHIT ABOUT. IF YOU COULD MAKE ANY OF THAT HAPPEN AGAIN, I WOULD NEVER JUDGE YOUR ROMANTIC CHOICES.

NEVER TELL ANYONE I SAID ANY OF THIS, BY THE WAY.

[speakveryclearly]

Thats All I Want To
For Everything To Be The Same As It Was Before We Played The Game
Except With A Little More Blood Drinking I Suppose

I Think Weve Reached The End Of Productivity For This Particular Line Of Conversation
Is There Anything You Need My Help With
How Have You Been Adjusting To This Exile

[crusthatecean]

FINE.

I WISH I COULD HAVE BEEN MORE HELP.

[speakveryclearly]

You Have Been Plenty Of Help

[crusthatecean]

IF YOU SAY SO.

[speakveryclearly]

I Am Saying So